Embarrased

I cant remember the last time I feel this embarrased, jaja, I feel like the little child that gooes to the girl to give her a wild flower....
Inside the feeling is mixed between embarrased and happy... I feel this little encounter was pretty productive after all, music can make you feel, dream and smile, smile a lot.

I cant find no more sense today...

Song of the day... Ouuups there where a few... what do you think? Which do you like the most?

Wait, there is one i want you to hear

Julian Plenti - Flight as you might
(Paul Banks rules!)

Its easier to write it

There are things for me that are easier to write, I believe writing give you the opportunity to think twice, and that may seemed a little silly but believe me that little second between one thought and other may mean a lot, and when you're talking you may lose that chance. Today i found that it is something in the family, or maybe its our generation that expends so much time typing rather than talking.

Anyway, thnx bru! it really means a lot to me...
And thank you, for listen... Also for the honesty of the conversation and letting me know how you feel right now, (and how silly we are, haha, the great thing is that we both are.)

The killers - When you were young

Clouded Vision

Every one has an opinion on most issues, but regarding personal issues, maybe even the closest people surrounding us dont have an idea of the full contextual circumstances and then is when I vote for the Listen and take the best of it. It is not like you dont care about their opinion but simply that they dont have all the info required.

GUns and roses - Patience
So many quotes... I cant pick one.

When nobody is watching...

There are somethings that we like to do on our own, when nobody is watching. This is not by no means a bad thing, believe me, is not a bad thing, but simply privacy... Things are not bad at all that I'm sure I can do it on daylight on a crowded street (speaking for myself, you know yourself).

Along years I ve learnt to enjoy solitude, many people hates solitude, but I find it like the way to make a stop in this everyday race against time for thinking what is going on...



Damien Rice - Delicate
"It's not that we're scared It's just that it's delicate"

When there is actually something good

There are days when simply things won't go right and as much as you think that there must be days like these... Are simply annoying and frustrating, I'm not a pessimist person but I know that not everything in our lifes will be happiness, imagine a completely happy life, i think it wouldn't be that fun... But in days like these is great to know that there is something that can make your day, maybe is a flavor, the shinning sky or simply a voice...

I think Sadness, trouble and Trials are one of the spices of life, are the ones that give that surplus and joy to the real moments of happiness...



awfully songless day... grrr!

Stand on your feet.

I know this will be hard but i know I should stand on my ground, and hold it. This trial may be "the trial", and its funny because it is one made by us, and probably will be the hardest but the one with the greatest outcome. I'm cerain about two things, we must rely on The Lord, and from my side, I'm sure I want to do what it takes to make things right, to make things work.

Talking

Talking... the perfection of communication. It is all what you need to express your ideas, to hear what the other one have to say and agree, or maybe not.
I'm pretty sure it is the fundamental of all relationships, if someone is not receiving correctly the message, a storm may be made on a fishbowl... Anyway, everything must be said, and not take it for grant it, believe me it will save you a lot of issues.

Song: Josephine - The wallflowers

Powerful Ideas

When an idea is so powerful to make your mind go away, to make you sad and to make you wonder what if.... What if that we believe is for sure, isnt? What will be of you, what will be of me...?

Something you can't hide....

Sometimes you try to keep things for your own and simply those wont be kept. There are things that you cant keep that must be said, that must be shown. If you keep it inside they will burn you to death, then you realize that spreading the word aint that bad at all... At the end, what do they know? what do they care?

Love u!

Feelings and emotions

Every day we are dazzle by feelings and emotions that light up our regular lifes. Regular as we want them to be. At the end every little or big thing we do during the day results on any of these. It is true that we all find our comfort zone, and even when we say that we are the most adventurous person in the world something is comfort, something even the most unsignificant(in my case very significant things) thing we can relay on. That can be a voice, a person, a book, a tv show... etc.

pd Miss you today....

Challenging

Today I find myself in a new enviroment, I must admit for one moment I miss things, but then I remember what i was doing and say no, no melancholy. I wanted analysis, I wanted intensity, I wanted challenges, now I defenitely have them, so there is no looking back. Im just moving forward, learning.
I feel no fear but uncertainty but... There is still one thing that can make me nervous, not exactly talking about job...

Food: Pollo en Poblano
Song: U2 - All I want is you

Is just too much...

Today is one of these days you dont want it to end, you dont want to forget, that is simply happines... that things have been said, cleared and understood, ( if that is possible). But most important feelings are there, so vivid that shines as hard as the sun itself it is simply great. And that is how I feel, great! yes, the word Im looking for is overwhelmed!. that's it.
Love and hapinnes to you all!

Food: Empanada
SOng: Not while Im around - Jamie Cullum

Reset

This season of change have been expectingly beyond my expectations (haha). It is like a reset of my life, a great one, I feel God's grace upon me, I feel love and in love. People who I never thought of, think of me, they have some esteem and the way they have show it to me in these days is just heartbreaking. Also people that for me were supposed to be there, weren't, but I dont really care that much I know people changes and we were not that close either. Right now I can say I NEED few people, and that people is here.

Song: Caifanes - Miércoles de Ceniza
Food: Tacos de Canasta :S

This is it

So finally... this is it, Something that I have been eagerly waiting now comes... And now I dont feel like i am supposed to feel. I believe nostalgia has arrived. Some moment today I wonder a lots What if... I know that God will guide me thru His path and I am grateful for it!. As I finish this lines I'm back on track and feeling good again. I just wanna say thank you hun, you change my life! love u!

Song: I could be the one - Donna Lewis
(I want too...)

Evolution

Not talking of Darwin stuffs....
Things changes, world spins, everything is moving, including us. All of us, the relationships moves forward or backwards. If the motion is constant where does it all ends? How do we know we reach the end? I believe there is no end... there is no cliff is like the endless ocean in front of us when your only moving with the waves. For me everyday is evolving is just growing something inside me, Something that I want that keeps on growing every single day of my life...

Song: Love - John Lennon
"Love is knowing... we can be"

Trials

When everything seems to be right, then the trials comes, but there is always, read again, always something good from it. You will grow and see others growing with you on it. For us, I can say that after a couple of them the bigger one will be the patience.
Patience is one big virtue that I'm familiar with, sometimes for good sometimes for bad. This time patience must grow old along with us to be there as a loyal friend. Every little motion encourage for a bigger future, a great future. Living the beautiful today I wonder how will the future be? I cant imagine how I will feel, how I will look and the same questions for you. Hopefully calm will be provided from above making the relationship stronger and getting everyday closer to Him as individuals walking together looking for HIm.

Food: Chicken Bake
Song: Today I cant tell, sorry.